Glorify my Bank Statements!!!

Art of Living!!!

2011-09-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

Useful Life Lessons for Happy Living

1.Living in the Moment
2.More Responsibility you take More Powerful you become
3.Opposite Values are complimentary
4.DO NOT See Intentions behind other people's mistakes
5.ACCEPT People and Situations as they are and not What we WANT them to BE.
6.Awareness about the following is necesary

a.Body-Becomes stronger with exercise.Right amount of Food,sleep,Knowledge and Meditation is required for it.

b.Breath-Is the only thread that can control the mind which is the Kite
c.Mind-It is the storehouse of all the 5 senses with the following nature

-"Mind keeps oscillating between the past and the future"
-"What you resist will persist"

d.Intellect-That which Judges.
e.Memory-Has a Nature to "Cling to Negativity"
f.Ego-That which you possess you tend to attach Ego to it.
g.SELF-Eternal,UNCHANGED and PURE!!!

Gratitude to the One

2011-06-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

To the one who opened me to myself-

I learnt to Learn,
and I learnt
to grow up,
to respect,
to be honest,
to stand for morals,
to be brave,
to think before the act,
to greet and smile,
to observe,
to stand tall,
to be a kid,
to feel the air,
to remain silent and to listen to the silence,
to explore the unexplored,
to imagine,
to give more and receive less,
to reason,
to encourage,
to believe in belief,
to stand by a decision,
to share,
to be polite,
to be kind,
to be rational,
to be family,
to serve,
to reinforce my faith,
to value all that i have and dint have,
to be human,
to appreciate,
to see niceness
to seek a purpose and find one,
to believe in magic moments,
to realise my power,
to trust my heart,
to be loyal,
to fight for good,
to forgive,
to forget,
to confide,
to just be,
to feel blessed
to feel you all the time,
to not to erase good memories and to shed the bad ones
to be happy,
to put others in front,
to sing,
to dance,
to play an instrument,
to sketch an art,
to dream,
to work towards the dream,
to be calm,
to stay fit,
to be a student,
to accept,
to change,
to unwind,
to enjoy,
to raise,
to control,
to feel the pain and cherish the gain.

I learnt I am well read but not learned,
I learnt that you are wise for you know me the best than any other

To the one who showed me my real character,
To the one who occupies my mind every moment,
To the one in front off whom reasons fail,
egos shy to show
where defeat is pride ,
where a stare is a gaze,
whose eyes are the doorways to heaven
Even black seems coulourful,
Every white wore the colour of your soul
whee moments froze for lifetime,where the natural elements amalgamated to be you

To the one who is my breath,
I close my eyes and I see you to feel the divine and feel blessed.
to the happiness of mother's lap,
to the shoulder of a friends
to the hug of a father,
to the care of a sibling,
to the wonder of all beautiful moments

To be myself ,
To the one who taught me to Love you!!!

High and Low

2011-05-29T23:07:00.001-07:00

I did'nt know I had it in me till we met.
I did'nt know I did not have it in me until i wept.

Thought I-For Love I changed,
THought Love-For it was Love estranged

Solace was my friend for I remained in peace with myself.
Happiness was my friend when we were together as ourselves.
Loneliness became my friend for you became my memory.

Infinite Happiness was what I saw through you,and I wanted to live eternally.
Infinite Sadness broke what I saw and I wanted to die immediately.

Inspiring Personalities

2011-05-28T00:28:00.001-07:00

Here is a Rapid Fire list of the Inspiring people in my life along with few "First thought" words why they are there in the list.

1.Lakshmi N Swamy-Organised Angel
2.N A N Swamy-Systematic Brain
3.Deepa-Sweetest
4.Jayalakshmi Shankar-Devotion
5.Sankaran-Brave
6.V N V Lakshmi-Intelligence
7.Srinath-Cool and Smart
8.Ratna Krishnan-Correct and Respect
9.Krishnan-Supportive
10.Sitha Moorthy-Resilient
11 Anujan-Mature kid
12 Ashwin-Caring
13.Koushik Ramakrishnan-Godfather for all friends
14.Ajita Pandey-Pure(Thulasi)
15.Thotaka Visakhan-Family
16.Sairam-Go getter
17 Deepak-Focussed
18 Swaminathan Arun-Systematic
19.Ganesh Ram-Focus
20Jyothsna-Brilliance
21 Ramya-cute
22 Kartic-Alter Ego
23 Kaveri-Smart kid
24 Manoj-Cool dude
25 Ganesh-Serious
26 A Ganesh-Personality
26 Avinash pandey-Hard work
27 Meena Pandey-Resilience,Family
28 Amit Pandey-Bindass
29 Balakrishna Pandey-Family
30 Ramakrishnan-Awesome
31 Lalitha-Support system
32 Barathi-Carefree
33 Harish-Trodden path
34 Jagdeesh-Unique
35 Harishankar-Inspiring
36 Mani Uncle-Traveller
37 Arvindha-Talent
38 Srivaths-organised
39 Aviinaash-Enthu
40 Srivaths-Planned
41 Shikhar -Cool
42 Kubby-different

and more to come...To be continued

The Flower Vendor

2010-07-22T06:23:00.000-07:00

To the flower Vendor:

This is a true story.

As an obedient kid during my childhood, getting flowers for the Friday Pooja was my duty.

I used to generally take a walk across the road in the morning before school and meet up with the old flower vendor.Jasmine,Rose,Thulasi,Yellow flower,Blue flower, green ones,marigold special seasonal flowers etc she had it all. I was never good at bargaining and could never imagine myself bargaining with the flower vendor.She had seen me grow from primary school to secondary and also through my college days. She knew my family also well as they also frequented her work place.

Later when I joined work which required me to stay away from my hometown, I could not do the weekly chore and meet the flower vendor.

After a few years when I came back to my hometown I visited the same flower vendor. Now this time I observe that she has much older look on her face which was already wrinkled earlier. To my surprise she did recognize me and enquires about my family and my well fare.

I visit her again later in the week and she enquires about my wherabouts, my family and my job. I go about answering and bragging about what I do in life not even realizing the listener might not even understand what I actually do. She smiles and wishes me luck with a blessing gesture that elders usually give to the young.

After that I used to visit the shop quite often and every time she has the same set of enquiries”How are you, what do you do, are you studying or working, how is your sister”. I politely acknowledge her with the same answers everytime.I still get the good luck gesture.

It took a few visits for me to realize that she was losing her memory, the memories of recent past but not of earlier ones. I came to understand that she has vivid memories of me as a child but she is not able to register anything that has happened in the recent times

Tears fill my eyes every time this realization occurs, though I do nothing about it.

The only thing I do is keep answering her repeated questions whenever I visit her without a cross face and receive her warm wishes.

This is to the Flower Vendor!!!

MJ will always be the KING

2008-12-17T09:07:00.002-08:00

Heal the World

"Theres a place in
Your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find theres no need
To cry
In this place you'll feel
Theres no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
Theres a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and
Start living

Then it feels that always
Loves enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were
Conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we
Once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep
Strangling life
Wound this earth
Crucify its soul
Though its plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be gods glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all
My brothers
Create a world with
No fear
Together we cry
Happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a little space
To make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me"

Dedicated to the WORLD!!!

Revival –The Beach Story

2008-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

Not withstanding the unremitting demands of my inner self, I had to finally give in.
The ill-famed act of procrastination had to be put to an END. I decided to try earnestly this time.

I quickly seized my darling hand phone and did some thumbing so that she would just be up to win the race against the “first ray of light” which otherwise would win the game, in trying to get me out from my ever drawing sheets .Luckily for me, the little master of the geek was successful this time.

I lazed into my sneakers and plugged the earphones with a grunge list ready to be played on my lil yet big music machine which began its day transforming the electricity into sound waves without any impediment.

Within the next 6 minutes,the rendezvous was set to happen.

The yearning and the long wait had to end.
Endearment had to take over the two separated ones.

It was just like good old times,a feeling that brings old chums to strike the chord just from wherever it had to be resumed.

Though it was me who stayed away,she was always there waiting and always ready to shower her embrace upon me. The openness with which she accepted me moved me into tears.Then there was instant magic.The persistent disturbance that used to dwell inside me disappeared like it knew no bounds and was carried away by a whiff of fresh air.

Just then I exhaled a sigh of relief.

It was now that I realized her magnanimous great hearted self-it was no less than NATURE itself.

Yes it was her !!!

I was able to feel here now,she started opening up like never before with an eternal effort to try to make a connection with every soul which visited her-

Really inching towards me!!!

I started to reflect her in my eyes.There she was flaunting her blue self-
The vastness of the skies!!!

I heard her voice now-similar to the sound of air filling in and out of the lungs-
The sound of waves!!!

My olfactory sense smelled her wet presence that rose from the deepest of the deep-
The Redolence of the wet sand!!!

I looked up to her,I roared,I cried,I bowed with a surrender,I laughed with tears rolling down my cheek.
There I was returning then with a sense of fulfillment,with my heart feeling lighter,I carried a mature me now-a discovery by itself to forgive my bad deeds and to carry on with the good ones.

It was truly a fruitful appointment with my friend.
It was Revival –Indeed

A Verity!!!

2008-03-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

A Small easy-to-relate excerpt I admire.

"Consider Life as an interesting Juggling Game,You try to juggle with the available balls and make sure none of it drops down.What if it does??Now thats the challenge...You keep playing until you master the game and finally u succeed in keeping all of them together.But yes these balls would have fallen down many a time in your attempt to keep them in the air,but one loses something everytime he drops them down...Now what is that he is losing??Is Losing imperative in this game to succeed.Is that an unwritten LAW??These are few questions unanswered for eternity.
U start playing ,juggle,juggle,juggle... Well if you notice each ball is an identity by itself.Few balls signifying your dear ones,few signifies your friends,and few others are memories of the past.Apart from these there is a special Ball which keeps ricocheting even after several falls.It keeps coming back.Howmuchever u resist,it wudnt let go off u.That BALL Signifies "WORK"...This Ball is made of Rubber,whereas every other is made of Crystal...
Once dropped they get shattered unlike the rubber balls...!!!"

"Happy Juggling!!!"

2008-03-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

I Wonder...

Well,
I wonder whether there exists a LAW at all.A LAW that which is so incomprehensible to comprehend ,for human souls.Even if it does exist,we poor souls better not understand it.AS with understanding comes clarity first,and then the trivial questioning behaviour begins to grow.A small analogy would be this .If we were to value real "VALUES",then the whole objective of having value is lost.To be precise VALUES become VALUELESS at some stage.

I Still wonder...

I Wonder...

Timed out

2008-01-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

Well,It has been over a year now since i published my write ups.
Expect a Return very soon!!!

"Its the Dopamine Effect!!!"

2007-08-27T10:44:00.000-07:00

Jakarta 24th December 2006

I was gazing at the hoi polloi that had turned up on the eve of Christmas 2006.The place was amazingly lively, with the festivities already begun- a fortnight earlier to the implant of the mistletoe.Colourful lights from every edifice adorned the finery still further.

I had managed to complete my office work for the week a day earlier so that I could see some place with friend of mine over the Christmas holidays.Unfortunately or maybe it was a blessing in disguise,my friend who was supposed to accompany me turned ill and stayed indoors.That wouldnt though unnerve me .So I hit the pedal and landed up in one of the Plush malls of Jakarta.There were several creations of mother nature which grabbed my attention and my sedulous pursuit was not in vain.

Coming from a land with rich musical traditions,and personally from a family with learned musicians I assumed myself to be a connoisseur of World Art & Music.My tryst with destiny thus started here.I was fagged and exhausted after all the roaming and shopping.So I decided to catch up with some local music.A live band was on.The lights were turned off.People scooted and converged to the centre from all the 5 storeys and managed to get themselves seated near the stage.The mood was set-romantic, and it was a day to relish the good moments in each of our lives.Spot lights took over.Outta nowhere blooomed the singer in a traditional white over suit and a simple blue jeans..The voice captured my heart.The music grew over me as I was getting goosebumps trying to relate this to my own performance which I had given a month earlier back in India.The singer cast a magical spell on me.

Lights on Suddenly-->A small break was announced.I was 2 drunk over the music and I wanted to appreciate the good work.So I walk upto the leading lady of the band and try to pitch in with a pep talk.No other day in my life would I have loved the blue color so much.Had I not seen her eyes it would have happened otherwise.Her eyes were crystal clear,her face was a perfectly chiselled marvel,her hair dropped down upto her shoulder resting on a beautiful neckline.

We started off the conversation by exchanging some pleasantries which had happened during the course of the concert.We then briefed each other on our cultural background and the respect we shared for each other's tradition was truly humbling either of us.The spot lights were still on and it covered half of her face,the other half was left to my silhouette imagination.I was already falling for her mellisonant voice which went on describing her understanding of world culture.

I was in for a shocker when the first question I hear from her when I brief her about my nationality "So you are from India,You must be aware of the Kama Sutra". I could immediately observe the contagious grin on her face when I gave her an appalled look.So after regaining my composure,we resumed the conversation.We discussed in detail the rules prescribed in the Sanskrit text about the rules for sensual pleasure and love.I felt helpless as I felt bad that I was ignorant of such notable things about my country.She was very keen to know about the different postures and how each one was mastered by the Yogis.I stood both awestruck and dumbfounded.It was a mixed emotion.Somewhere during the middle of the conversation,she showed interest in visiting my apartment after the show.I had my roomie with me who wasnt well.So i tried convincing her to visit me some other time but she wouldnt budge.So I had no other option but to be hospitable enough to invite her to my room that night :-).The plan was on.It was all set.But.......The tides turned around when Mr X bumped onto us which made us to digress from whatever we were discussing at the point in time.I had developed a inherent hatred towards this guy who happened to be the keyboard player of the band.I was made to realise later that Mr X was the crooner's Boyfriend.With this truth revealed I couldnt do anything but to leave the Lovebirds alone to enjoy the Christmas nite to themselves.The meeting ended thus but with a happy retreat.I gotto play along with the band during the second half of the show.Thats wath i call the "Dopamine effect".No matter how much ever you lose on one thing,there is something else stimulating and energising happening to keep you going!!!